Unemployed Christmas
Begins with Merry Christmas being replaced by Happy Holiday. No work this Christmas. NOt a lot of hope for the future at this point.
Neither political party or business seems to be on my side.
There's a loss of pride when I ceased being a productive member of society. An inability to give my family things and security.
I get a pressure in my chest when I am frustrated or feeling powerless over my situation.
SHopping was always stressful because of the thought of facing bills. Also, Once I was shopping with my kids for CHristmas ornaments and my credit card was refused and taken away because I was recently divorced.
I don't get much encouraging email or responses to my resumes, but I get a lot of spam!
Lots of us are on unemployment. If we're still so lucky.
I don't know how the workplace passed me by so quickly, but there are few ads that have my experience and qualifications in them. Even jobs that are exactly my description don't respond.
But the bills keep coming!
It seems that I have more of a chance to win the lotto than to get a job offer
Things will start falling away from me.
A reference to "The Little Drummer Boy". I make my poor offerings to the Savior.
After working night shift for many years, I have a problem with the leaf blowers waking me up all the time. Plus it seems there is more work for them than for me.
Also all the training and practice to learn to make music seems to have no monetary
value.It still shocks me when people are buying 40.00 glasses of wine while their expensive cars wait for them and tell me I should be happy because I'm doing something I love.
it dawned on me as I wrote this that marketers and salespeople are pretty much the same as the homeless guy with his hand out or wanting to wash my windows.
Merry Christmas!
released 10 December 2011